Sigh

what am i doing that's so wrong?

why do i always feel this way? What is wrong with me?

The definition of insanity is doing something over and over again while expecting a different outcome. Am I living my life the same way---hating it--and merely hoping for something to change and make me happy? Yes. 

Why don't I change this? Because it's easier-for me- not to change myself. 

Sigh. 

-Diana M. 

Summer Lovin'

Towards the end of the Summer of 2011...I fell in love. I still am in love. Although our feelings for each other are slightly inappropriate, it's still the best love I have ever found.

I don't believe I will ever love anyone the way I love him. It's intense and passionate. Simply and fascinatingly undeniable.

It's been over six months since my last post. My thoughts have been preoccupied, and I didn't make blogging a priority. Hopefully now I will, and post every thought that dances around in my mind.

Until next time.

-diana m.

beans and cheese

July 18th 2011

my roommate made bean soup, i added some mexican cheese....it was so good! purely delicious.

so, i've been running for the last couple of weeks. i see some changes, nothing drastic though, so it's getting hard to stay motivated. but i like running it clears my mind. it's not as cluttered any more.

so, it's been a while since my last post...not that anyone's noticed...i don't have any followers. I guess it's fine, for now. I need to build a following! i shall see what i come up with.

oh, my crown fell out today. i'm to pay $915 for a new one. being the sucker that i am, i will pay this amount. how i see it is, i've had cheap dental work done, so why risk it?

dentist must be in the 1% that controls, what is it, 97% of America's wealth.

i'm wondering what the nutritional value is behind my bean and cheese meal...i must find this out!!

i guess that's all that i have to say for now. until next time, America!

the 3rd of July

i went to church today, and couldn't help but feel like something was going to change for me. then i get home to see that my roommate still hasn't cleaned up the mess she made after "cleaning things out". she's been saying she was going to clean for the past two days.

it's gross to live in her filth. i've mentioned this to her several times, but to no avail.
anyone have any suggestions?

any who, i spent the afternoon with a couple of my siblings. i had fun with them swimming in the pool. i wish i would have taken pictures, or at least taken a mental picture of their smiling, happy wet faces.

since discovering stumbleupon (one of the best websites ever) i've been thinking, what if someone stumbles upon my blog? that would be awesome. : )

-diana m.

stale chips

have you noticed that day old-stale hot cheetos are awesome, but every other type of stale chip is disgusting? it's quite the curios thing.

very similar to the guys who don't call you back after NOT sleeping with them, and the guys who don't call you back AFTER sleeping with them. it's quite the curious thing.

things like this keep me up at night. things like this drive a lot of women crazy. maybe not the stale chips part, but the men being assholes part.

anyone care to expound?

-diana m.